Him..

Should I tell him? Or should I just keep my mouth closed?

But tell him what?
Tell him that, lying in his arms make me happy, that lying next to him makes my heart skip a beat and then it beats faster. Tell him that his kiss makes me forget everything, that knowing his mine makes me smile. That when I see his face, I can't stop smiling. That it scares me to death that he might not feel the same way about me. That if I could I wouldn't leave his arms, because when I lie with his arms around me, I feel like I'm safe, safe from all the bad things in the world, that I forget everything else when I'm with him. That he's the person I see standing be my side, when all my dreams come true.

But am I to afraid to tell him all that? I think so... Time will tell if I'll tell him.

There's also these questions I want to ask him... Like, when is he going to kiss me in front of our classmates? When is he going to hold my hand walking down the corridor? When is he going to ask me to eat with him and his parents? When is he going to realize that I love him and right now I don't wanna be with anyone else, but him?
But again, why am I so afraid to ask him all that? Is it because I don't know what he'll think of me?

I love you Christian, when are you going to realize how much? ♥

Do you know the feeling?

When it hurts? But you like it?
When the pain isn't to hurt yourself, but you like the pain.
It scares me that I like it, am I normal? Or just weird?

Sorry for the overload of posts. Lol, I really have no life


xoxo

Mmmh.

Yeah, I have to go to school in like 5 minutes, but I really want to write something, what? I freaking don't know. But I feel like I'm not meant to be this happy. Like it's wrong. Even though I know it's right?
I have this amazing boyfriend and just thinking about him makes me happy, the thought kind of scares me, cause what if he doesn't feel the same way? :3

Well, I've got to go to school now, bye

xoxo

Vacation ♥

I don't ever want this week to end!!!

I've been so happy this week. I've had time to be with my boyfriend and to relax and to just enjoy my life!

Lets start from the beginning!
Friday - Last day in school, then training with the seniors and movie night at Christian
Saturday - I slept at Christian, we went for a walk, talked and slept, didn't do anything in the evening (I think)
Sunday - Helped my mom clean up, Christian became my boyfriend and I was with him in the evening :p
Monday - Went for a run and relaxed
Tuesday - Relaxed and went to Christians to sleep in the evening
Wednesday - Woke up at Christians and went to workout at 3 pm
Thursday - Went to a agility track with Julie and Kathrine, then in the evening I went to training. (R.I.P dad<3)
Friday - Moderator-day!!!!! :D Went to Copenhagen at 9 am, Firstly we were in wAg's office, then we went to TIVOLI!!!! It was freaking awesome <3 Mona, Anmar, Louise, Sarah and so on. It was PERFECT. Really amazing :') Then when I got home, I packed my bag and went over to Christian to sleep. Love that boy :D
Saturday - Woke up at Christians again, we lay in bed until I had to go. Got home relaxed for half an hour, then went with my mom to work out.
Sunday - Well, I've done nothing today :-) Really nice XD

Well, this vacation has been absolutely amazingly awesome!!! But actually I can't wait to start school again XD Love my class and I kind of miss Cecilie ): So, yeah. Think I'm going to be enjoying life from now on :')

Teenage dream ♥

This song describe my feelings perfect atm. But not the original version, the version from Boyce Avenue. They're amazing, really ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAUMU3QQE6w - Listen to it and fall in love :')

My life, is really just great atm. My friends, my family, my handball, my boyfriend I wouldn't trade any of it for a billion dollars :')


The only thing that's missing is my dad. It's tuesday today, on thursday it's the day I fear, the day that should disappear. I can't handle the though right now. I'm just gonna start crying.. I hope you are safe no matter where you are. I love you to the end of this world. Miss you dearly my loving father. If I could get one wish, it would be to see you again <3

Bye xoxo

:') ♥

Love life atm. ♥

I've just gotten my first kiss and I now have a boyfriend <3
Oh, it's just wonderful :')

Yeah, so..

Bye <3

xoxo

Good mood

Well, it's past midnight... I should be sleeping right now, but I'm in a good mood right now, actually I haven't had any bad thoughts the last couple of days, since... tuesday I think. It's awesome. But there's less than a week until that day. 21 october. Crap day...

Oh, there is 2 months and 9 days till christmas eve :D I already know what I want XD A new computer <3 AND One Tree Hill season 4-6. I WANT THEM NOW, but I don't have the money ): That kind of suck ass.

I'VE GOT A WEEK OF VACATION NEXT WEEK! no school, a little bit of homework, but other than that, I just need to relax, play some handball and be with my friends. Don't have much planned, only a couple of things for now, but I'm excited :D

Ya, so happy Olivia is back for now. You should enjoy it (;