OL and 12 days

WIIIIIIN!!! Going to the olympics on thursday, can't wait, it tickles a little in my belly when I think about it!! Got some really good roomies! It's going to be great. Will try to update a little on here, but can't make any promises (-:

12 days till I'll be able to see my boyfriend again, but atm I don't care. I know he might be reading this, but the reason why is that giving myself time to miss him, really but everything in perspective. I realise why I need and love him, but it also kind of depressing cause there is some things I'd like to talk to him about, but that have to wait.

The picture was taken right before a party with my class, it was lots of fun. It's sad to think that there's only two years left. But still wish it would be over now, so I didn't have to go back to school in August ;)

There is no magic in the world

It all just feels so fake, ya know? This idea that good things happen to good people. That there's magic in the world. Too many good people suffer for that to be true. Too many prayers go unanswered. And every day it just gets worse. Every day we ignore how truly broken this world is, and we tell ourselves it's all going to be okay. But it's not okay. And once you know that,
there's no going back. There's no magic in the world...at least today there isn't.

words can't describe how much this quote means to me. I cried the first time I heard it. Cause I know the feeling. Everything is fake, and people who are good people suffer, for what? Nothing! People who does bad things, who KILL other people die from being old, they've experienced everything they want to experience. And the people who die young? They haven't even started really living yet. It's unfair!

This is it

almost!!

In 10 days I'll be sitting on a plain on my way to Turkey or I'll be in Turkey! It's unreal to think about! Then I'll be down there for 9-10 days where I'll hopefully play 5 nationalmatches. Can't wait tbh. It's going to be pretty AAAAWESOME!!!

Christian is leaving on Wednesday..He'll be gone for two weeks. Don't know what to think about that. Maybe it will be good to get away from eachother, getting a chance to really miss him and really figure ot how much he means. But it'll be 18 days.. But lately it feels like he's been to basy to see me and it doesn't seem like he's done anything to find time for me.

Well, I promised myself a couple of hours ago, that I wouldn't focuse on the bad things, look how well that went..

I love you

The best love is that kind that awakens the soul and makes us reach for more. That plants fire in your hearts and brings peace to our minds and that’s what you give me. That’s what I hope to give you forever

That boy.

Who don't wish for a guy like taht?

Be Mine - Ellie Goulding & Erik Hassle

Newest member of the fave-list on youtube, I actually found this on facebook, listened to it on youtube. It's just really beautiful.