Vacation...

So I found out that Christian will be leaving 13th July and he will be gone for two weeks, I'll be leaving for OL on the twenty-first of July and I will be gone for 9 days to the July 30. That means I won't be able to talk to him/text him in 18 days... 18 days! Do you know how long that is? It's like... FOREVER! I'm sad just thinking about it. But I hope I won't have much time to think about him at the Olympics, otherwise I will be extremely sad to be around... It doesn't seem like he thinks it's a long time... Well I think it is and I'll miss him SO much /:

Oh, I got a new computer, so I don't have any pictures to but in with the posts (:

Another one to the list!

Love this song always have always will! It's the newest member to my fave songs on youtube. I hope you enjoy it just as much as I do! (;

I can barely look at you ♥

I can't describe how much I love this song. It brings up so many memories and so many thoughts. That no one will ever hear, because they are behind the person I am. But a long with all the joy, this song also makes me sad. I can cry to it, if I only think about the lyrics. But I often hold back the tears, cause why should I be crying? I have this amazing life that many would die for, I have the most amazing boyfriend, friends that support me in everything and are always there for me, I have a family I'm comfortble with, which I love, I have a sport I'm good at and I play because I want to, not because someone is forcing me. Then why am I not always happy? My life seems perfect?? It's not fair. I want to be happy!!!

gotta love facebook

we don't shave our legs every day. Get over it. Sometimes, we just want to talk to our friends. No, we don't always want to make out. Excuse us if our boobs aren't as big as that girl on TV's. Hello, our face is up here? Our bikini is as far as you're gunna get, pal. So don't try any harder. NO, we're not going to hang out with you all the time and YES, we still love you. Our best friends come first. Call us your "bitch", or your "hoe", we will publically embarass you, at the least. We have our own problems to deal with. Their our OWN for a reason. We're going to get moody, and we're goin to get needy. Deal with it. If you're not Ken, don't E X P E C T us to be Barbie.

Except for det "be together"-part..

Who?

Do you?
Because it hurts, it really does.

A setback...

Every setback is a setup for a comeback... ♥

Just a little something

A picture of my boyfriend and I. I don't know why I love it so much, but I do. He know and understand all my weird little things like no one else. <3

New design and stuff

Well, I've spent 35 minutes on this. I'm pleased with it, but need a new picture at the top now. Think I might do one tomorrow night :)

I'm studying for my exam, which is on thursday. I'm gonna DIE!


I have something else to write. But I think I'll wait. I wanna be sure that I want to write it.

Uh, There is going to be something about me in the "All about me"-page. Just wait!!! :D

The old days

This is Julie. She was my best friend for little over a year. This picture is 1 or 2 years-old. The times I had with her, can not be descriped. They were and still are some of the best years of my life, I had so much fun with this girl. She was the one I trusted with everything, she is the most amazing girl I've ever meet. Without her I don't know where I would be today. Everyone should know a person like her. I miss her, I want to be there for her, but it's hard, when she it doesn't seem like she wants the same. But no matter what she is one in a million, no one is like this girl.

Sonja... My very dearest beautiful Sonja. I owe this horse everything. I know it's a weird thing to say, but when I was so close to the edge she was there to safe me. She past away little over 6 months ago, I still can't believe it. The thought of her make me want to cry. It's silly I know, but I loved this horse more than I have loved any animal, people never understood why, she was fat, wouldn't listen, lazy, couldn't do anything. No one wanted to ride her, so I decided I should be the one. She got fitter in the period I rode her, but handball took away our time together. I once thought of quitting handball to ride, because of Sonja. But handball is my number one passion.

I'm gonna smile... With these people in my heart. I miss when things were like this. It was me and them against the rest of the world. I miss the old days even though these days are just as amazing.