Teenage dream ♥

This song describe my feelings perfect atm. But not the original version, the version from Boyce Avenue. They're amazing, really ♥

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=yAUMU3QQE6w - Listen to it and fall in love :')

My life, is really just great atm. My friends, my family, my handball, my boyfriend I wouldn't trade any of it for a billion dollars :')


The only thing that's missing is my dad. It's tuesday today, on thursday it's the day I fear, the day that should disappear. I can't handle the though right now. I'm just gonna start crying.. I hope you are safe no matter where you are. I love you to the end of this world. Miss you dearly my loving father. If I could get one wish, it would be to see you again <3

Bye xoxo

:') ♥

Love life atm. ♥

I've just gotten my first kiss and I now have a boyfriend <3
Oh, it's just wonderful :')

Yeah, so..

Bye <3

xoxo

Good mood

Well, it's past midnight... I should be sleeping right now, but I'm in a good mood right now, actually I haven't had any bad thoughts the last couple of days, since... tuesday I think. It's awesome. But there's less than a week until that day. 21 october. Crap day...

Oh, there is 2 months and 9 days till christmas eve :D I already know what I want XD A new computer <3 AND One Tree Hill season 4-6. I WANT THEM NOW, but I don't have the money ): That kind of suck ass.

I'VE GOT A WEEK OF VACATION NEXT WEEK! no school, a little bit of homework, but other than that, I just need to relax, play some handball and be with my friends. Don't have much planned, only a couple of things for now, but I'm excited :D

Ya, so happy Olivia is back for now. You should enjoy it (;

Oh well...

I've been sitting with the blog open for the past hour I think, so why not just write something?

I've just finished a biology report. Lol, It's a fail<3 I'm gonna die when we get them back. Oh, I just got 4 in english. That just suck, it's the first time ever. Crap dude!!!!
Got a paper due to monday in danish.

BUT. we got vacation next week! It's going to be awesome<3 Don't really know what I'm going to do o.o Except for friday where I'm going to Tivoli with some friends. Really looking forward to that!

Yay, so I'm having a bit of ups atm. luckily really need them. I actually think I've gone this whole day without a bad thought! That's great :D

Well, right now, I'm only writing so you won't get bored. Don't have anything to write about XD
So, bye XD

You can't break a broken heart...

But somehow it just keeps hurting..

The darkness is pulling me back, back into it all and I'm just letting it. I can't fight it anymore. I'm not strong enough. This is going to be the end.
Because you just keep breaking me.

Everything you wrote, should I believe it? Or is it all just a lie? Tell me the truth. I need it

...

Life truly suck.

Why am I THAT stupid?
Why can't I just keep my fucking mouth shot?
Why am I so fucking honest?
Idiot Olivia, you're such a fucking idiot..

Just fucking kill me alright?

Weekend

I didn't write this weekend, cause tbh I didn't know what to write. I don't really know what to write know either, but I just wanted to do a little update on this weekend.
I were at a party friday, at a boy from my class, well he's not in my class anymore, this was his "Goodbye" party. But I mean it was a good party. Well most of the party was good, I went outside around midnight and just started to cry. I didn't have one bad though the whole day and then suddenly it was all falling down on my and I just started to cry, I could feel the mascara on my cheeks. I felt so alone at that moment, it was really horrible. But anyways, yay, good party :)

Saturday I did absolutely nothing, well that actually isn't completely true, I made my english paper, my mom, sister and I went to a chinese restaurant and I watched a movie with Christian. But that was all. Haha, so yeah, it's a lie to say I didn't do anything XD Lmao.

SUNDAY! Yeah. HANDBALL DAY :D We won. 22-17 and I was the top-score with 10 goals. YES I'M PROUD! :D Then I were home alone, till Christian came, we should have made biology, but well, we didn't :-)

I know, I don't do much in my weekends, but hey. I still enjoy it, well the weekends, not my life all the time (:

xoxo