Do you ever wish...

I was looking around the internet a hour ago or so, and I found this, picture with th text "Do you ever wish that you would wake up in the emergency room and hear the words "She's not gonna make it" And I thought, well, yes I actually think about that sometimes. I often wonder "What would people do if one they the woke up and I would be gone, like in "New Moon" where Edward leaves... If suddenly I've never existed? How would the lives of those who I love look like? would they be just as happy without me? or would they be missing something in their life? What would they do if I died? Would they grief? or just move on, like that? How many people would be at my funeral? This is some of the big questions I have in my life. there all kind of dark, but I can't help but to wonder. I'm usually a positive person, but that line made me think, yet again, about the bad and sad things in life

xoxo