Christmas ♥

Tomorrow it's christmas. I'm thrilled, really i can't wait. But at some point my christmas wish is to be with Christian, it's weird and I know it, but even the thought of him makes me smile, makes my heart beat a little faster, he makes me warm inside. The way he respect me, the way he holds my, like it's the only thing he will ever be doing, the way he always asks me, if he can ask me a question, the way he kisses me and becomes sad if I don't kiss him goodbye, oh how that boy makes me feel.

Oh, I've found this website Kids give me hope. (http://kidsgivemehope.blogher.com)
It's really sweet, I've never met a child like the ones described on the webpage, I hope to meet a child like that one day, cause they sound amazing.. ♥

I'm going away between christmas and New years eve, to a handball cup in northern Jylland (Jutland). I'm not sure if I'm going to be playing, I still have problems with my shoulder, but a couple of minutes wouldn't be bad :3

Well, only 11 minutes to christmas, so I guess this will be the right time to say MERRY CHRISTMAS EVERYONE. Well those of you who actually reads this, which properly isn't more than a few people o.o
Well anyways merry christmas :)

Don't wanna miss a thing

The weather is unbelievable, we had a lot of snow, then in one day, almost all of it disappeared and now, in one night we have gotten 40 centimeters. But I love it.

Christmas: I'm gonna spend December 24. with my mother, sister and my mothers sisters family and my grandmother.
Then on December 25. I'm going to be with my boyfriend and his family, they're really sweet. Was really nervous the first time I had to meet them.
December 27.-30. I'm going to a handball cup in Thisted, win. Well hopefully win, not going to be playing much, maybe only a little (:

You changed my life ♥

I'm just returning the favor ♥

I love you. Did you say it? Cause it might all be gone tomorrow.
I love you, it's unbelievable. My love. You're amazing.
Thank you for changing my life ♥

Everything is just wonderful atm.

Pictures ♥

Today I went outside to take some pictures of our garden, because I love it with all the snow. So here you go (:

Winter wonderland

When you look outside atm, it's like looking at a winter wonderland, it's beautiful. I kind of see a fairy tale country a little like Narnia, but only, I feel like all my dreams will come true if I go outside and wish, my dreams will come true. The first day the snow was here I became happy, like really happy. I love snow :')
What can I say? I LOVE MY LIFE :')

I'm not afraid...

Of dying.
I'm afraid of death, but not about me dying.
I'm afraid of those who I love will die before me, cause I won't be able to live with the pain.
I've tried living with the pain, I'm living with it and that's something I'm afraid of.

Living with the pain that my dad left with me. That scares me.

Well now to the updates: I'm going to play 3 national games in about a week, WEEEE! Excited much?? :D
I've been with Christian for a month on the 17th (on wednesday) ♥ Happy news I know :p
Bad news, my shoulder hurts like hell!! It's crazy, good thing I'm going down to Vilmar tomorrow hopefully he'll make it better. I don't want any problems with it next week /:
I'm like depressed atm. but at the same time I'm extremely happy XD It's kind of crazy. There's just some moments where I think to much about everything...
BEST NEWS THIS TIME!!!! GOING TO SEE HARRY POTTER AND THE DEATHLY HALLOWS PART 1 ON SUNDAT WITH MY FAMILY AND CHRISTIAN!!! WIIIIIIN BIGTIME!!!

Well hope next time I've got some better news XD

Why is it so hard?...

...To let people in?
I've been with my boyfriend for 4 weeks now and still I'm holding myself back. I wish I just could upon up towards him, like I do to Katrine, but I can't for some reason. I'm afraid that I'll scare him. Make him not love me. I'm afraid of loosing him, because I'm not like all the other girls he know. I know he doesn't want anyone else, but what if, if he knew everything he wouldn't want me? Sometimes I wish that I wasn't so afraid of life, but I am. Like I wrote I need one who'll hold my hand, I need one who'll safe me from the things I'm afraid of.

Well let me update you on other things.

I'm going to play 3 more national matches with the national team in a week and a half, really excited.
My club (team), we are winning everything atm. so hopefully where going to play in the best series after christmas.
I'm SO busy with school, it's unbelievable!!! I should be doing biology right now, but I'm to depressed T_T Sucky day really. But I have to finish it today. SUCK ASS!!!!!

peace xoxo