summerhouse!

haha, I know I write to much, nobody wanna read my blog XD but well, I'm going with my handball friends in summerhouse, I'm only gonna be gone thursday - saturday, but last year it was awesome!! I hope it will be great again, cause that was the best time I've ever had with them (y)..

I don't know what else to write XD
so bye, see you saturday/sunday :p

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Do you ever wish...

I was looking around the internet a hour ago or so, and I found this, picture with th text "Do you ever wish that you would wake up in the emergency room and hear the words "She's not gonna make it" And I thought, well, yes I actually think about that sometimes. I often wonder "What would people do if one they the woke up and I would be gone, like in "New Moon" where Edward leaves... If suddenly I've never existed? How would the lives of those who I love look like? would they be just as happy without me? or would they be missing something in their life? What would they do if I died? Would they grief? or just move on, like that? How many people would be at my funeral? This is some of the big questions I have in my life. there all kind of dark, but I can't help but to wonder. I'm usually a positive person, but that line made me think, yet again, about the bad and sad things in life

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sleeeeeeeeeeeeeeeepover :D

haha, had the best time last night!! It was so much fun and it was great hanging out with the girls again, I'll really miss that in high school :o But anyway, we went to bed at 4:30 am, haha and even then we couldn't really sleep. It was so much fun XD and we sang singstar, told scary story's, and watch New Moon, which we saw at 2 am! XD seriously can you say AWESOMENESS?? ohoh, well that's it for now :D

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Busy :o

I have so much going on right now, it's unbelievable! I'm going to a TD training today, from 1:15pm to 9pm. looong time :o But then when I get home, I'm gonna watch American idol XD Lo. Then tomorrow. sunday I'm going to the movies with Mona, we're gonna watch A-Team :D yay (y) Then when I'm home from that. There's a sleepover at Mariette, a friend from school! and then it's already monday XD and that weekend is over, lol. But it's summervacation, so who cares? :D

you know the feeling?

When you see that one quote and suddenly everything make sense? When I saw this everything fell into place, I understood why last fall I was so confused and in a bad mood towards my friends, I didn't understand myself then, I know myself now, I know who to trust, and who I shouldn't. it's all falling into place, my life is so close to perfect as possible, because I know I won't get everything I want, but I've learned to live with that!

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DONE!

so yesterday I got my diploma, so now I'm completely DONE with school ;D
SO next stop for me will be gymnasium and I can't wait! It's going to be awesome (y)

Party :D

Yay, it's right XD I went to a party in a club and all of that. It was privat but wtf? who gives a shit? It was awesome! seriously. It stops at 3 am, but I left at 1 am, cause otherwise I wouldn't be able to get home XD so yay, I don't drink, so didn't get drunk, but a a blast anyways XD Iøm the living proof that you don't need to be drunk to have fun (;

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