P-A-R-T-Y

Oh yes! It's party time at school again! And it's going to be freaking AWESOME! Really can't wait. EPIC I TELL YOU!

Why?

Why does it always happen to me???
I hate it... Hate me life
My foot hurts like hell.. Gonna hurt even more tomorrow when the pills stop working..

They describe what I feel

"we found real love in this cold word isn't that what life is about?"


This one had to come in. Couldn't find the version anywhere else. It's so beautiful.
"Nobody said it was easy, no one ever said it would be this hard"


"Go on and try to tear me down, I will be rising from the ground like a skyscraper"

Feels like everything is out of my hands, started school last Wednesday, same day I had a massive breakdown, just sat in my bed crying for 10 minutes. I was just like nothing made sense. Lately I haven't been feeling, no one has noticed. But who can blame them? No one never know when I'm down..


Posted a video on my boyfriends wall like a week ago, when I asked if he heard it, he answered "Yes, it sounded good." Not a thing about if it was sweet or thank you or anything.. Just yes. I don't know what to do. I feel like I have to fight to get him to notice me, He's always to busy to see me, he's never asking about anything else than "what are you doing."
Then also a while ago I asked him something, the answer really got to me, wont go in to it further where everyone can read it, but it just hurt, he has said other things lately that have really gotten to me and made me feel bad about my self and my life. And now I'm in tears again, so wont ramble on further.
Even though there is one good thing atm. My handball is going better.

In four days

I'll be sitting in school again! I want more vacation!!

Also in four days it's 10 months with Christian.. <3

Enough said.

Never Enough

Had to put this up.. How I feel much?

Phone off!

I turned my phone off a couple of hours ago. And it's been one of the best nights!!! Just letting you all know :-)))

This is what happens...

when you play at the olympics, you get bronze!!!

AMAZING!

I have never in my life experienced anything like this!