I don't know

I don't know what to write, cause tbh my life feels perfect atm. I can't really point out a mistake.
Let me give you some updates then..

I'm going to OL in the summer, I'm SO excited about it!!!! It's with the national team, so hopefully I'll play more nationalmatches than my mom, she has played 4 I think, I'm on 3 atm! And there's 5 matches at OL!

Going to see my old class tomorrow evening, I'm quit happy about it. there is some I haven't seen in a year soon, so should be good, don't know if I will be drinken because.... I'm going to my boyfriends brothers confirmation, with all their friends and family and how will it look if I came with a hangover???? Not good!

My first year of High School is done! Well soon, I have 1 exam and a year test, We have final school day on the 23th of june, but my exam is on the 16th, so after that it's byebye school until august! :D

They once said:

“You may not be her first, her last, or her only. She loved before she may love again. But if she loves you now, what else matters? She’s not perfect - you aren’t either, and the two of you may never be perfect together but if she can make you laugh, cause you to think twice, and admit to being human and making mistakes, hold onto her and give her the most you can. She may not be thinking about you every second of the day, but she will give you a part of her that she knows you can break - her heart. So don’t hurt her, don’t change her, don’t analyze and don’t expect more than she can give. Smile when she makes you happy, let her know when she makes you mad, and miss her when she’s not there.” ♥ -Bob Marley

"This is what we call love. When you are loved, you can do anything in creation. When you are loved, there’s no need at all to understand what’s happening, because everything happens within you." - Paulo Coelho, The Alchemist

What can I say?

I love you...
But I'm afraid, afraid that you might not love me just as much. I'm afraid you're loosing feelings for me, I'm afraid you don't love me anymore. I'm afraid I've done something wrong. I'm afraid of loosing you, not just afraid, terrified. Because I'm still madly in love with you, the thought of your kiss, you arms around me, it gives me chills, I can't explain it. It's more powerful than anything. The thought of you going on vacation scares me now, after what I read, it's only been a year, have you really changed that much? Am I just being stupid and to in love? is there such a thing as being to much in love? There are questions I want to ask you, but I'm afraid of hearing the answer, I'm afraid you won't give me the answer I need to hear, I need to hear it from you... If you're beginning to be impatient, are you still in love in those you used to have feelings for? Are you loosing feelings for me? Have I done something wrong? Why am I afraid to ask you? Why am I afraid to kiss you when you want to sleep? Why can't you hear in my voice that am sad, when all you do is say goodnight?


Sorry it has been so long /:

Rescue and Inspiration?

What are mine inspirations?
My mom, my boyfriend, my family, my sport, my friends, my school, music, movies. Thing that inspire me, because they're each different and beautiful in their own way. Maybe not for everybody but it inspires me to keep moving forward and living my life.

What rescues me?
My boyfriend, my friends, music, movies, my sport.
There are fewer things that rescue me, than what inspires me. But these things, these are the things that mean the absolute world to me, without these things I wouldn't be me, I wouldn't be the person I am today. So thank you for saving me and inspiring me

Not knowing

I love this song! The original is also VERY good. But this piano version, it speaks to my. It makes me think. I don't really think people understand, but thinking is my escape from everything, music is my escape. And I think, that sometimes people need to escape into a world where it's only yourself, there is no one to tell you that you're not good. It's just you.
Well, this wasn't really why I made this post, I made it because I actually had something to write other than that. But I changed my mind, because it seems to dumb, to pathetic. So I'll just leave it make some homework now I think and watch bones in ten minutes

His love will conquer all...

♥

I don't know, why I wrote this. Maybe I just want you to notice. Look me in the eyes and tell me that I'm everything you think about, like you're everything I think about.

I just got a text, I wished for it to be from you, but I knew it wouldn't be. But you gotta have hopes right? I hope for you to notice how much I love you. Because I can't describe it in words

Six Billions Secrets

Everyone has one. What is yours?

The stories that get posted makes me cry. Why? Because some of them feels like it was myself who wrote them. Those about not being pretty and so on. That used to be me, but then I meet a guy who made me feel beautiful. I doesn't always believe him, but he makes everything better. He makes me happy ♥
So thank you Christian. Thank you for caring and making me feel beautiful